After discussion with several other friends, bot poz and neg, I've been told by some I'm not a legitimate chaser and maybe they're right. But I find myself in a situation where I don't necessarily know if I belong here as it's been a mix of pursuing what I wanted, but then when rejected and there were possibilities to achieve it in a different way I couldn't accept it.
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I'm incredibly grateful for did something for me that restored my ability to trust another human being to pull through on a simple but beautiful promise and I am forever in gratitude of him. I just can't find the time and effort to continue writing the Taking Root series (thank you for the kind comments and words btw) until I get a sense of stability again and find something I can truly rely on. So here I am, after a week of sleeplessness helping a friend recover in/out of the hospital and other unfortunate factors where I wrecked my motorcycle and no longer have a vehicle. I still don't understand why he hid several critical details from me and I'm desperately asking for the answers so I can understand as I want him back badly as a friend but despite doing everything he's asked me to do in hopes to repair our friendship it is in disorder. It wasn't the details of what he decided to pursue that were so upsetting but rather the fact that he completely disregarded mentioning them to me when I directly inquired on the matter I had even expressed how frustrating an ex had done something similar for insecure reasons withholding information I needed to hear so I could figure out what inevitably would be revealed. I was in complete shock and mourning, feeling betrayed because I had even expressed with all the struggles that had happened the last thing I wanted to lose was an opportunity to see him again and just hug him for helping me immensely handle the pains of the recent years. When he found out which stories I had written he encouraged me to stay on here and write more and so I did, eventually I felt we were growing closer and I was trying to respect the friendship we sought to preserve as an intended boundary but he revealed while not "lying" he hadn't been entirely honest with some critical details that ultimately left me quite crushed.
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I had also been pressured to consider being pozzed by a user here making me feel uncomfortable but however around the darkest period of this time I had reconnected with a good acquaintance who happened to be poz and proud here who in time I would rely on as a friend who helped me as I struggled through some of the darkest days. I was contemplating deleting my user profile here and the stories as in contrast I'm not entirely proud of my stories and keep this profile quiet. It feels like I truly saw some of the worst in humanity these past 2 years as I used to claim that 2020 was the worst year of my 30 year old life so far: my best friend/ex had put my roommate and I in danger, I lost my dog, I was working a RIDICULOUS amount of hours for work to the point where I lost 1/3 of my initial weight constantly working from home.Īlas, 2020 was the worst year of my life until 2021 came along and became the horrid sequel you somehow hate even worse. Without turning this into a complete rant to say, “Oh woe is me”, basically things somehow got even worse during 2021. I'd written erotic fan fiction before, and in time I eventually registered and posted a couple stories on here.Īlas, that was during the earlier months of this long pandemic and I have to say, I feel that everyone has had to deal with more than their fair share of shit with everything going into a panic like no other with millions getting sick and dying.
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Sure enough, in time he posted the story here on breeding.zone and I was a bit surprised by the feedback and the interest. So I got to a stopping point in my work and then advised my friend to sit there and watch the words form as Illustrated dark images of a warehouse with him and his fiancé (at the time) to plot out a story of science fiction horror yet erotic detail that sure enough drove my former friend wild and ecstatic about what he had just read. He wouldn't let up and simply go to bed, but I knew his perverted, slutty mind and there was no easier way I could think of to deter his pestering was to write/read him a "bed time" story. I first discovered this site when a former friend was pestering me drunk via messenger while I was working late at night during the stressful times of the pandemic.